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la_belle_laideSo here's a weird thing: recently, some random crazy person on the 30STM board has decided that I've been "dogging her" for a while now and decided to "respond" with a stream of vitriol. The odd thing is that we haven't actually shared that many conversations. Once, maybe a month ago, I disagreed with her on what some lyrics were because I heard something different. O_o And I'm not going to say that I don't occasionally poke a troll with a stick, or tease up stupid people for kicks, but I've never actually poked this troll. She's kind of too, uhh, Deliverance for me to have even tried. Hmm, it's just random.
Anyway, work today was very mellow in terms of not being too busy, but we did have one seizuring cat and one seizuring dog all within about two hours of each other. The cat seemed to do all right, but the dog looked terrible. Then some lady brought in a ferret that's been scratching at her door for abotu a week; she guesses someone abandoned it. The poor little thing was hypothermic and shivering like crazy, not to mention really skinny. And what a sweet little thing, too. Aside from that I got really bored, but just didn't have the spit to start any other projects like scrubbing or cleaning or re-doing. And usually I'm the one doing all that stuff. Come to that, I haven't done much of that recently.
My friend Nancy is going away to Italy in March for a REALLY great price, and she gets to see and do a ton of stuff. I considered for a moment going along, too. Now, okay, I don't actually have the money to spend on something like that, all I have is a credit card. And I was going to save up to to go Japan with Brittany in the spring. But the thing is, I'm not sure if Japan is actually going to happen or if that's just a pipe dream. My two biggest places to get to are Japan and Italy. I should put some thought into this. Of course that's easy enough to say. I also haven't even gotten a hotel or train tickets to Philly for Halloween. O_o I should get on that, no?
It's raining steadily now and I don't have to get up early tomorrow (I don't have to be at Green Cloud till 4.) I'd love to have a pint of ice cream and watch a movie, but I don't even feel like getting up. As of today I've lost 20 pounds since like December. I'm not quite liking the way my face looks when I'm this thin, so I think I'll go back up a few pounds. For as much as I've been dissatisfied with my face, I've always been fairly happy with my body (usually--sometimes I would get down on myself,) so I don't mind bouncing around in a give-or-take-ten-pounds sort of range. (Which doesn't mean I'm anymore comfortable with people looking at it. I know I've got some pretty severe intimacy issues, but it probably doesn't have anything to do with "OMGs I AM FAT!") Speaking of, last night we did tons of really awesome drills in Kung Fu. At the end of it we were doing gua choi (I doubt I spelled that right,) and I looked in the mirror and noticed deltoids. WTF? I know my spaghetti arms have gotten pretty defined over the last two years, but I mean, deltoids? I was like, "Sifu! My arms are bumpy, what the hell!?" Oh, and I was wearing this terrific chinese black jacket that Erica gave me with black Kung Fu pants and black kwons and everyone was like, "I love your outfit!" I'm like, "Dude. I'm dressed for Kung Fu and wearing a jacket." But it really is a neat jacket, and is now my new favorite.
Say, I know I've got at least one more martial artist on my f-list, so for you and for anyone else who might be interested, martial arts humor! It's mostly for Karate and Japanese disciplines, but there is some Kung Fu and other stuff in there, too. Here's me, though: The instructor will only use you during demonstrations for joint-locking techniques. HAHA! That's way too true.
Oh! The book. Yeah, it's funny, I've sort of forced myself back into that world lately, and here I've been thinking that I'm getting so into it, getting tons of stuff done, really applying myself! It only occurred to me today that, honestly, I've pretty much just been re-reading and editing. On the other hand, I've tried to hard to ignore those first two books for so long that I think I need to review them before I dive into part three. I don't know where I used to get the inspiriation and the desire to write. These days I just wish someone would write it for me so that I can read it. And also, didn't I used to, like, draw and stuff? I never drew anything good, but I used to at least try. I haven't even done that in months, maybe even a year. I just want this world and its characters to spring into existance without any effort on my part. Isn't that horrible?
Could really use some Dove Unconditional Chocolate ice cream tonight. Seriously, I dreamed of ice cream last night. Dreamed of aisles and aisles of ice cream. I just don't want to go and get some. Why can't things just come to me?
Anyway, work today was very mellow in terms of not being too busy, but we did have one seizuring cat and one seizuring dog all within about two hours of each other. The cat seemed to do all right, but the dog looked terrible. Then some lady brought in a ferret that's been scratching at her door for abotu a week; she guesses someone abandoned it. The poor little thing was hypothermic and shivering like crazy, not to mention really skinny. And what a sweet little thing, too. Aside from that I got really bored, but just didn't have the spit to start any other projects like scrubbing or cleaning or re-doing. And usually I'm the one doing all that stuff. Come to that, I haven't done much of that recently.
My friend Nancy is going away to Italy in March for a REALLY great price, and she gets to see and do a ton of stuff. I considered for a moment going along, too. Now, okay, I don't actually have the money to spend on something like that, all I have is a credit card. And I was going to save up to to go Japan with Brittany in the spring. But the thing is, I'm not sure if Japan is actually going to happen or if that's just a pipe dream. My two biggest places to get to are Japan and Italy. I should put some thought into this. Of course that's easy enough to say. I also haven't even gotten a hotel or train tickets to Philly for Halloween. O_o I should get on that, no?
It's raining steadily now and I don't have to get up early tomorrow (I don't have to be at Green Cloud till 4.) I'd love to have a pint of ice cream and watch a movie, but I don't even feel like getting up. As of today I've lost 20 pounds since like December. I'm not quite liking the way my face looks when I'm this thin, so I think I'll go back up a few pounds. For as much as I've been dissatisfied with my face, I've always been fairly happy with my body (usually--sometimes I would get down on myself,) so I don't mind bouncing around in a give-or-take-ten-pounds sort of range. (Which doesn't mean I'm anymore comfortable with people looking at it. I know I've got some pretty severe intimacy issues, but it probably doesn't have anything to do with "OMGs I AM FAT!") Speaking of, last night we did tons of really awesome drills in Kung Fu. At the end of it we were doing gua choi (I doubt I spelled that right,) and I looked in the mirror and noticed deltoids. WTF? I know my spaghetti arms have gotten pretty defined over the last two years, but I mean, deltoids? I was like, "Sifu! My arms are bumpy, what the hell!?" Oh, and I was wearing this terrific chinese black jacket that Erica gave me with black Kung Fu pants and black kwons and everyone was like, "I love your outfit!" I'm like, "Dude. I'm dressed for Kung Fu and wearing a jacket." But it really is a neat jacket, and is now my new favorite.
Say, I know I've got at least one more martial artist on my f-list, so for you and for anyone else who might be interested, martial arts humor! It's mostly for Karate and Japanese disciplines, but there is some Kung Fu and other stuff in there, too. Here's me, though: The instructor will only use you during demonstrations for joint-locking techniques. HAHA! That's way too true.
Oh! The book. Yeah, it's funny, I've sort of forced myself back into that world lately, and here I've been thinking that I'm getting so into it, getting tons of stuff done, really applying myself! It only occurred to me today that, honestly, I've pretty much just been re-reading and editing. On the other hand, I've tried to hard to ignore those first two books for so long that I think I need to review them before I dive into part three. I don't know where I used to get the inspiriation and the desire to write. These days I just wish someone would write it for me so that I can read it. And also, didn't I used to, like, draw and stuff? I never drew anything good, but I used to at least try. I haven't even done that in months, maybe even a year. I just want this world and its characters to spring into existance without any effort on my part. Isn't that horrible?
Could really use some Dove Unconditional Chocolate ice cream tonight. Seriously, I dreamed of ice cream last night. Dreamed of aisles and aisles of ice cream. I just don't want to go and get some. Why can't things just come to me?
