Deerman... and some other stuff

Man, last night was so spooky. It was the first time I'd worked at SITF at night, and alone in the building. Armando was somewhere on the property, but I have no idea where. It's on this huge, epic farm-field. Just an empty field for miles in the back, and a field of wheat or something to the side. (Or actually, wheat in the back and empty in the side field. It's confusing because the building faces West, away fromthe highway. Anyway.) So of course it gets dark really early and Bosslady calls me up and asks me to go and check if all the birds are locked up for the night. So I go outside expecting there to be, I don't know, some lights on perhaps?! Only it's dark except for the lights from the windows. So I'm trying to walk around the building to look for birds, but of course I can't see anything. I do hear a few things rustling around here and there, but they don't sound like birds, exactly.

Then I see something pop up out of the wheat field and go running. I'm like, "...Armando? Uhh... Is that you?" Then it turns to me for a second, makes a hissing noise, and ducks back down into the wheat and goes running.

I made as graceful a retreat as I could manage. Once inside, I grabbed a pair of scissors and kept them in my pocket. Armando came in about a half an hour later and I asked him if that was him out in the wheatfield, and he said it wasn't. He said, "Maybe it was a deer. They're always around."

Well, maybe. But it did seem to stand up on hind legs and then go back down. Which only made me think of one thing, of course: Deerman.

Well, my kitchen renovation type-thingie is almost done. I need some new lights, I need to move one light fixture, a new sink, and to get my dishwasher. Then of course to install it. Then it'll be done! There's so much space there now, it looks awesome.

Gosh, I'm in such a quandary about finishing up that movie. One of the actors totally backed out. Casse is moving really far away and I won't be able to do the last scene with her before she does. But more than that, my heart just isn't in it anymore. That sucks, because I listened to "Three Cheers" all the way through yesterday and I still see all those things I wanted to film for it, and didn't. It is such a fantastic album. The story is so awesome. But eh, I just don't have the love I had, it all feels so icky now. That's kinda depressing!

I wonder if I could still do something with all that footage we filmed. All those people who worked with me, I have to give them something. I wonder if I could put it all to something else? I don't know, I guess I'll have to think about it. We shall see.

I have all these chores I should be doing before Kung Fu tonight and I just don't even have the impetus to get up and go. Man, I don't even feel like firing up PS2 and playing my video game. That would involve moving. Ugh.

Deerman... and some other stuff

Man, last night was so spooky. It was the first time I'd worked at SITF at night, and alone in the building. Armando was somewhere on the property, but I have no idea where. It's on this huge, epic farm-field. Just an empty field for miles in the back, and a field of wheat or something to the side. (Or actually, wheat in the back and empty in the side field. It's confusing because the building faces West, away fromthe highway. Anyway.) So of course it gets dark really early and Bosslady calls me up and asks me to go and check if all the birds are locked up for the night. So I go outside expecting there to be, I don't know, some lights on perhaps?! Only it's dark except for the lights from the windows. So I'm trying to walk around the building to look for birds, but of course I can't see anything. I do hear a few things rustling around here and there, but they don't sound like birds, exactly.

Then I see something pop up out of the wheat field and go running. I'm like, "...Armando? Uhh... Is that you?" Then it turns to me for a second, makes a hissing noise, and ducks back down into the wheat and goes running.

I made as graceful a retreat as I could manage. Once inside, I grabbed a pair of scissors and kept them in my pocket. Armando came in about a half an hour later and I asked him if that was him out in the wheatfield, and he said it wasn't. He said, "Maybe it was a deer. They're always around."

Well, maybe. But it did seem to stand up on hind legs and then go back down. Which only made me think of one thing, of course: Deerman.

Well, my kitchen renovation type-thingie is almost done. I need some new lights, I need to move one light fixture, a new sink, and to get my dishwasher. Then of course to install it. Then it'll be done! There's so much space there now, it looks awesome.

Gosh, I'm in such a quandary about finishing up that movie. One of the actors totally backed out. Casse is moving really far away and I won't be able to do the last scene with her before she does. But more than that, my heart just isn't in it anymore. That sucks, because I listened to "Three Cheers" all the way through yesterday and I still see all those things I wanted to film for it, and didn't. It is such a fantastic album. The story is so awesome. But eh, I just don't have the love I had, it all feels so icky now. That's kinda depressing!

I wonder if I could still do something with all that footage we filmed. All those people who worked with me, I have to give them something. I wonder if I could put it all to something else? I don't know, I guess I'll have to think about it. We shall see.

I have all these chores I should be doing before Kung Fu tonight and I just don't even have the impetus to get up and go. Man, I don't even feel like firing up PS2 and playing my video game. That would involve moving. Ugh.