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I am so completely tired, but I don't want to go to bed until I see the northern lights, like we're supposed to be able to tonight. (Doesn't LI just have everything? ^_^ ) I stood outside for about twenty minutes, and I did see a shooting star, but I see those on almost every clear night. I made a wish anyway. Heheh, Min could guess what it is. ;) But it was so cold that soon I couldn't feel my face, so I had to come in. I'll try again before I go to bed, though.

I've been playing OoT again, anything to stop myself from finishing the FF7 fic. This is the one--as I might have mentioned--I've been writing on and off since January '00. So, finishing it is a big deal. I think the reason I put it off for so long was because I'm afraid to leave it behind. It's been with me ever since I made some (completely unrelated) big decisions in my life, so hey, maybe it represents those things to me. I'm such a moron like that.

Also, I promised myself that once I finished the huge FF7 fic, I'd start working in earnest on this original story I've got in mind. That's scary. It's a big story with a lot of big ideas and I don't think I can pull it off. I dunno.

Someone stop me from finishing this FF7 fic!

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I am so completely tired, but I don't want to go to bed until I see the northern lights, like we're supposed to be able to tonight. (Doesn't LI just have everything? ^_^ ) I stood outside for about twenty minutes, and I did see a shooting star, but I see those on almost every clear night. I made a wish anyway. Heheh, Min could guess what it is. ;) But it was so cold that soon I couldn't feel my face, so I had to come in. I'll try again before I go to bed, though.

I've been playing OoT again, anything to stop myself from finishing the FF7 fic. This is the one--as I might have mentioned--I've been writing on and off since January '00. So, finishing it is a big deal. I think the reason I put it off for so long was because I'm afraid to leave it behind. It's been with me ever since I made some (completely unrelated) big decisions in my life, so hey, maybe it represents those things to me. I'm such a moron like that.

Also, I promised myself that once I finished the huge FF7 fic, I'd start working in earnest on this original story I've got in mind. That's scary. It's a big story with a lot of big ideas and I don't think I can pull it off. I dunno.

Someone stop me from finishing this FF7 fic!