So this is real!

[la_belle_laide]

So this is a real thing now.

Two days ago, I had a freak out because I woke up feeling totally fine and normal. My appetite was back and everything. And then around the middle of the day, I had some bleeding. Naturally I kind of wigged out, but there wasn't anything to do about it since my ultrasound was the following day.

So that was yesterday. The doc said everything looks really good. He said, "I know it's really early days, and these things could go either way, but I'd give this one a 90% chance." Wow! I'll take it. Then he shook my hand, said "send your friends, and come back if you want another one," and kicked me out.

Oh, and I got to see a tiny little heartbeat. It was weird, but cute. Like a little grub. It's cool how all fetal things look exactly the same, right?

Anyway, I'm back to being sick again today. :/ If someone tells you that pregnancy is so peachy and wonderful and awesome, just know that they sit on a throne of lies.

I'd better feel well enough to go see Looper tonight!