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la_belle_laide) wrote2008-08-01 09:54 pm
la_belle_laide) wrote2008-08-01 09:54 pm
random incoherent aimless thoughts
I lay awake in my bed most of the night, jumped up on caffeine, totally ODing on it, feeling like a panic attack without any panic at all, but just tons of ideas, images, few words but not really dreams.
I had this brilliant idea of doing a huge, massive photo session with everyone from Kung Fu and then giving all the pictures to the students and to Sifu, a great big martial arts portfolio. It seemed brilliant at the time, frivolous today but I still want to do it.
I randomly want to have a son and name it Fox.
My friend dropped off all her birds today and we talked about me going back to school to be a teacher and she said, "Definitely do it, but realize that a lot of schools don't want to hire someone who's out of their twenties."
She looked at my manuscript and said, "Why is this still on your couch?"
I took pictures of her birds. I read a story. I took the dogs out.
Not many really coherent thoughts. I should be thinking about all the stuff I need to do tomorrow! Get directions, give directions, figure out if I'm going with anyone or alone, who, where, what!
Just before I accidentally opened a can of kidney beans instead of string beans because the word on the label said "beans" and I didn't bother looking at the picture. It took me actually pouring them out to realize it was the wrong can and then I started thinking about pumpkins.
I planted pumpkin seeds a few weeks ago and already there are lots of plants, really tall but I know there probably won't be any pumpkins this year.
An image came into my head, planting int he spring and harvesting in the fall; if you don't plant in the spring you don't get to harvest in the fall, do you?
It made me picture myself going back to school and then looking for a job. I didn't exactly plant in the spring.
I still want to take those damn pictures!
I had this brilliant idea of doing a huge, massive photo session with everyone from Kung Fu and then giving all the pictures to the students and to Sifu, a great big martial arts portfolio. It seemed brilliant at the time, frivolous today but I still want to do it.
I randomly want to have a son and name it Fox.
My friend dropped off all her birds today and we talked about me going back to school to be a teacher and she said, "Definitely do it, but realize that a lot of schools don't want to hire someone who's out of their twenties."
She looked at my manuscript and said, "Why is this still on your couch?"
I took pictures of her birds. I read a story. I took the dogs out.
Not many really coherent thoughts. I should be thinking about all the stuff I need to do tomorrow! Get directions, give directions, figure out if I'm going with anyone or alone, who, where, what!
Just before I accidentally opened a can of kidney beans instead of string beans because the word on the label said "beans" and I didn't bother looking at the picture. It took me actually pouring them out to realize it was the wrong can and then I started thinking about pumpkins.
I planted pumpkin seeds a few weeks ago and already there are lots of plants, really tall but I know there probably won't be any pumpkins this year.
An image came into my head, planting int he spring and harvesting in the fall; if you don't plant in the spring you don't get to harvest in the fall, do you?
It made me picture myself going back to school and then looking for a job. I didn't exactly plant in the spring.
I still want to take those damn pictures!